Farewell, January.

You will not be missed.

I hope that January is not an indication of how the rest of the year will go because if so, yikes.

I am excited for February. A lot is happening and changing in February! It is also one month closer to SPRING! One more month closer to warmer weather and to this baby being born!

I feel like I have been in a depression the last month. Today was the first day in several weeks that I actually felt normal. I don't think I cried at all today, which might be a new record.

I was telling my mom today that I feel like my thoughts have been muddled, I have a hard time saying the right thing, I always say the wrong thing. I am so sleep-deprived and just worn out that I actually started putting my shoes on the wrong feet yesterday. Of course I noticed it right away but I thought - WOW this is a whole new low!

Mike has been picking up the slack around here a lot - he always helps out quite a bit, but lately he has stepped up in a BIG way. I think I have him a little worried honestly, but I am hoping that will all change soon because FEBRUARY! A new month!

February will bring Mikes schedule change, VALENTINE'S DAY! (my favorite holiday), our anatomy ultrasound scan and on the 22nd I will be able to take this heart monitor off and send it back!

Bring it on, February <3

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